Welcome to the real world
This is, partially, why I have problems understanding reality.
Sister: How was your first day?
Tololy: I didn’t enjoy it that much.
Sister: Why not?
Tololy: I dunno. I guess I’m not cut out for this kinda thing. I don’t like being confined, and I would rather sit and read somewhere else instead, you know.
Sister: But you won’t get paid for sitting and reading.
Tololy: But that’s what I wanna do. I want to get paid for reading or writing, or maybe studying.
Sister: So you didn’t enjoy the job today?
Tololy: It’s just that I remain seated in the same place, n people talk about other people, n I finish work n just pretend I’m working for what’s left of the day, n I dunno… It’s pointless!
Sister: Welcome to the real world!

Welcome to the real world indeed
Every body has his/her “Why am I doing this?” day at work, it’s just too bad that for you it was your first!
In one of his speeches, Steve Jobs, the founder of Apple, addressed Stanford graduates by saying: “The past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.”
This is something that I live by, and it could help. You just need to give your new job some time, and then look in the mirror and listen to your heart.
You might be interested in reading the full speech; you can get it at:
Steve Jobs at Stanford
Wish you a gr8 career.